Is anything there good enough for your fight? And about our reputation? Or our time? And our lives?
Do you know anything what you are prepared to dye for?
If you are prepared to dye for God and His reasons, you discovered the real sense of your life. Think this death may be your time, or reputation between friends, and you should measure.
Answer to yourself: what is most important for you?
I read a great book about Dra. Gloria Polo which contains her history of life and how she discovered her true happiness: http://www.gloria.polo.ortiz.in/ (in English), there is a smaller version of the book in this link: http://eng_pdf.gloriapolo.in/.